Frozen

In mind

and automatically doing

what i usually must.

Tasks at hand,

mindlessly unmanned, distracted.

settled within my thoughts of you

And your world,

Your life mattering so

To so many others, challenging my constructs of you

now as to then

I let you go,

Then was asked to stay away,

Off,

Without me and I ran away from my fear,
away from us and into this,

Today is like all the yesterdays since

You keep asking for hints

It is easier to offer this

Respect and Friendship

Audience and a-Muse-ments

and occasional caffeinated

verbal befuddle-ments

(3.20.15)