When
I say that I want to send my best
est ; it is lacking in oomph
(listless and faded;! redundant and expected.)!
what is needing to be exacted
from these mediocre words is
a clarity in my intention,
my desire to comfort your spirit
and to tell you that I care about what happens to you,
and this which has happened
and this which has happened
swells with despair
with these words I mention
[I have never sucked so badly at this, !]
incongruously traveling and stumbling befuddling with diminutive tasks
all this -blast-ed crapulence
of papers and inventions of necessity (?) crafted and crated and soon out dated
overly inflated and confiscated
to bins and blenders
over flowing never endings
Away all \”shippity-shaped\”
all which draped
our days with to do\’s and hope to do\’s
[someday]
Should it come
(4.27.15)